This is my comfort food. Mostly I am here because I need comfort. and free wi-fi until my appointment for my MRI. That's right ladies and gentlemen. The correct answer to the last post's game is A. I tore my ACL. Not completely in half or else I wouldn't be walking but bad enough the doc is talking surgery. We won't really know the extent of the damage until we get the MRI back next week, but basically I will need the surgery eventually. So, right now is a better time than any, really. But yeah. Sucks.
I cried for about an hour, I looked like a mess and I had the WORST headache on the planet. So I broke my pop fast (sorry Bryce) and ordered myself a large coke. I needed a large dose of caffeine. And even though I felt like throwing up (still do) I hadn't eaten anything all day so I ordered a small fry.
I can't tell you how scared I am to get surgery. I had to get an I.V. once back in high school just because I was really dehydrated and that was one of the worst experiences ever. Haven't really been back to the doctor since. Now compare getting a measly little I.V. to getting knee surgery. I think I will probably have a panic attack. Not even lying.
Update: MRI has been rescheduled because I messed up my insurance info. Blah. I forgot that I had insurance through my work and now they have to pre-authorize through them to get me the MRI.
All I want is for my knee to be fixed!! Why with all the run around?!
Sorry, I am super depressed right now. I can promise more positive posts in the future. But for now, I am going to cry.