I'm just exhausted all around- mentally, physically, emotionally (yearly reviews make my anxiety FLARE), oh, and financially. Because last Saturday morning, I couldn't find my Beats Wireless headphones I use when I run and work out. I looked EVERYWHERE and couldn't find them and I came to the depressing conclusion that I had lost them between the gym and my house. When I got home from my run and it was lighter outside, I found them on the ground right outside my truck and I was thrilled! They had just fallen out of my lap and I hadn't seen them earlier because it was so dark. I picked them up and did a little skip because I was so happy, but I froze mid-skip when I looked at them closer and saw on the one headphone the earpiece was dangling by wires and the other was cracked all up and down. I had stepped on them an hour earlier when I was desperately searching for them in my truck. I STEPPED ON THEM. Our parking lot is covered in broken ice, so I hadn't even felt them under my feet.
I think the only reason I didn't burst into tears that moment was because I still had endorphins pulsing through my veins from my run, though I did walk sullenly upstairs to show Landon. "I would have rather lost them." I told him with my head hung in shame.
Luckily, I still had about $70 on that Best Buy gift card I got a couple weeks ago and $100 of birthday money I'd been hoarding since July and I was able to buy myself a new pair without breaking the bank. They arrived last night and though I'm still mourning my other pair, I was happy to have my own again so I could give Landon's back to him. Mistakes, man, they get expensive.
So, TGIF, am I right?
I've got big plans to get ahead on my homework today, clean my house tonight after I workout. Definitely something that has been neglected amongst my other commitments. And I'm going to bed at a decent time so I can get up and run 6 miles in the dark again, hopefully it's not as cold as last week. Then, snowboarding to follow, duh. And tomorrow night, Landon has a guy's night with his bro-ha so I'm having a girl's night with my bestie. We are going to Sundance to star-stalk, should be a great time. I'm so happy it's the weekend.