You guys-- there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I'm SO close to being done with all of my homework and projects I can taste it. But instead of sprinting towards it with full force, I feel like I keep tripping and dragging my body through one assignment after another. Are you guys sick of me whining and crying about school yet? BECAUSE I AM.
I just want it to be done, but it feels like when you're dreaming and you're trying to run as fast as you can, but you are stuck in place. Plus, it doesn't help that Hawaii is in 15 days and so instead of doing homework, I'm booking spray tan appointments and buying swimming suits online. How could I possibly focus on Marketing 101 when the warm beaches of Hawaii are calling my name?
Another thing I'm worrying over is the fact that I've gained 5 lbs since my race and despite eating healthy and continuing to work out and run, I. CAN'T. LOSE. IT. Don't try and tell me I'm crazy because I am and I won't listen. I came to the conclusion that the reason it won't go away is because I'm not running those high miles I was when I was training for Zion, so as a result of that diagnosis I have begun training again. I don't actually have a race in mind- picking one is on my to-do list, but it's race season and I'm sure there is one nearby in roughly 10-12 weeks from now.
ANOTHER THING that my body is doing that is pissing me off is ADULT PUBERTY. Have you heard of it? Me either- until a few weeks ago when Jenna Marbles did a video about it and I was like, "So that's what's going on on my face." Seriously you guys, it's like I'm 16 all over again because homegirl CANNOT keep her face clear no matter what she does. I wash it in the morning and in the evening after I work out. I use spot treatment, I moisturize (from time to time) but no matter what I try, I'm stuck with the face of a teen on the body of an almost 26 year old. I just bought this new facial mask that everyone hails as the miracle worker off Amazon, but if that doesn't get the job done, I'm going to a dermatologist because this is ridic. It's about time I crack open that HSA anyway...
Ugghh, I'm tired of how whiny I've been these last couple weeks. I haven't really been feeling like myself because I'm so stressed out and my emotions are all over the place. I feel bad for anybody who has had to deal with me lately. I'm really trying to have an attitude adjustment and hopefully with the close of the semester and my trip off of the continent I will be able to do just that.